Yes, I'm 5'10'', and I Wear Heels

It's true. I love being tall. There is something so freeing about being able to reach any book on the shelf in the library. My bestie likes to shop with me because I can get clothes from the top racks for her (she 5' 5''...Oh yeah, and because she loves me).

I remember being in 3rd grade and being the tallest one in the class, even taller than the teacher. We had raised butterflies in our class from caterpillars. When their wings were finally dry enough to fly, Mrs. X let them fly around the classroom. (An incredible thing when you're 8). Unfortunately, we had ceiling fans, and the butterflies just couldn't stay away from them. Being the tallest in the class, I was summoned to stand on the desk and pull the tiny chain to turn them off. I was pretty much a class hero for the rest of the year. Good times...good times...

I can't say that my height doesn't bother me at times, though. There are times I wish nothing more than to be an average height. For instance, riding in someone's matchbox size car is always a challenge. Taking pictures usually results in my standing in the back or bending down so the photo will look more "symmetrical." Even in class or at the movies, I feel terrible for wanting to sit in the front; I always seem to be in the way. Yet, I think I could deal with all of that if it were not for the dating aspect.

Being somewhat taller than average poses a problem in the dating arena. Dating someone shorter than me always embarrasses me. I try not to let it show, but honestly, its horrible. I don't know if he is ever bothered by it, but I know I am. What girl wants a date with a guy who comes all the way up to her shoulder? (Answer: Not many...possibly none). Then the jokes start pouring in...the "Amazon Queen" joke is over used. There isn't anyone as of late who has caught my eye. I realized about 3 years ago that 1.) I live in a small town 2.) I go to a small school 3.) AND I'm 5'10''--Three strikes, and I'm out. I'm not actively searching for someone, but if he comes along, I won't complain. In the mean time and between time, I'll proudly wear my heels to class.