"Clouds In My Coffee"

My brother: I wish we could just live in our dreams. Think of how cool that would be.
Me: I don't think that would the best idea.
My brother: (shocked) Why not?
Me: Because if I lived in my dreams, I would fall off of a lot of cliffs and never be able to find what I was looking for.
My brother: [beat] (eruption of laughter) That's awesome!

I love my brother beyond belief, and I knew what he was trying to say, but the moment was too good to pass up. I think the word "dream" is overused. Every inspirational notebook, poster, or wall decoration has the word plastered across it. I love the notion of a dream-- somewhat mysterious and mystical--but the word itself is far too cliche. Maybe we should just use a synonym from hence forth. As a friend mentioned just the other day, "I think I am going to start using 'sweven' instead of 'dream.' It sounds cooler." Maybe she's onto something.

This week I've been thinking of "dreams" less in the sense of what-you-do-when-you're-asleep and more in the sense of goals or aspirations. I guess I'm just realizing how close I am to finishing school. I can't say that I have a big head start on anything written on my "Thirty Before Thirty" list. Older and wiser folks will tell me, "You're young. You have time." I'm just not so sure that is entirely accurate. According to God's Word, I have but a day.

I want to be part of a huge protest--

I want to go to Improv school and work on my comedic timing and composure.

I want to be a registered nurse and live abroad for at least a year in my life. I want to buy a house and to cook for people.

I want to learn how to play the piano and guitar. I want to run a marathon. I want to learn how to drive a stick-shift.

I want to write a book, see the world, and eat good food.

"I had some dreams. They were clouds in my coffee..." --Carly Simon

Carpe Diem = Fish of God

First of all, Happy February!

I love new beginnings. I guess that's why I'm a "morning person" (much to the annoyance of my family). One of my favorite lines from Anne of Green Gables is, "Tomorrow is always fresh with no mistakes in it." I think that pretty much sums it up for me. No matter how horrific the day before was, chin up! There's always tomorrow. And with a brand new month ahead, who knows what will happen!

I'm not sure if the world is aware yet, but I am a huge Dave Matthews fan. He is a phenomenal lyricist and musician. I find it quite difficult to label his music exactly because it is so eclectic. He was born in South Africa, grew up in New York and Virginia, and calls Seattle home...and with all of those distinct musical influences, it's no wonder his music speaks to so many people. Several days ago, I spent some time learning about him and his journey to fame. I was absolutely shocked to hear about all the heartache and tragedy he has endured. Yet, despite all of the unhappiness he has seen, his music is characterized by his carpe diem lyrics.

As corny as it sounds, there is something about his music that speaks to me. I want to do all the things I've always dreamed of. Maybe this month will be the a month for the books. Maybe I'll get my foot in the door of all the things I've been too afraid to try. Who knows.

All I do know is: Carpe diem! Seize the day! (Not "Fish of God" courtesy of a dear professor :)

Rainbows and Philosophy

Hello World!

I've heard it said that no two people ever see the same rainbow. Because of our position and the placement of the water particles, everyone sees it slightly different. I think the same thing applies to life in general. No matter how hard we try, we will never see the world exactly the same, hence blogging.

I like the whole concept of a blog. Perhaps I'll see something new about myself (or you for that matter). There is something so freeing and humbling about seeing one's life written out for the world to see. I can't wait to see what will happen, and to take you along for the ride!

Optimistically Yours,

Miriam